Saturday, June 27, 2009

No progress just backwards

Now I am at 249lbs..... 10lbs off pregnancy weight and I look like I am due any minute. The stress of my mom's illness and my life and adjusting to it all has made me not care about me. Today is the first day shopping and seeing full length mirrors. GOOD GRIEF!!!

What food on earth is better than having the energy and fitness to fully enjoy each day with my daughter and husband???? I know the tools. My last post was on April 18th, roughly 10 weeks ago. I could be at under 200lbs right now and enoying my old clothes and the summer..... what have I done? If I keep thsi up I will be dead.